Rather than being excited right now, my tendency is to be concerned about what is ahead, worried that A) I will forget everything I’ve learned thus far about kettlebell training and won’t be able to assimilate the information I’m given or B) I won’t be able to unlearn the things that I am doing wrong.   Everyone will need correction – that is a fact.  I just hope I can learn and learn fast.

I keep thinking too much.  I think about how I’m NOT a natural athlete.  About how doing something that requires a degree of strength and athleticism like this would have been completely out of the question for me just a few years ago.  “What have I gotten myself into?” a voice in my head repeats. I wonder.  I question.  I doubt.

My family and friends (who really know nothing about my kettlebell skill or lack thereof) all offer their support and encouragement, saying, “You’ll be fine!” among other positive things.  My twitter friends, many of whom are very knowledgeable about kettlebell training and the RKC system, have been incredibly encouraging and helpful, far beyond my wildest dream.  Even Elise Matthews, RKCII and  my trainer, has said that I will do fine.  I’m not sure why that’s not enough for me.  But it isn’t.  I won’t believe it until the moment I am told that I have passed.  If that happens, I’ll be one happy puppy.

Nervous but hopeful.  Excited for the opportunity to actually meet some of the greats in the kettlebell community. This is what is on my mind.  In a few days, there may be an HKC shirt on my back. Stay tuned.